“This is something I long for since I was young.
The time has finally come.
But alas, a big problem has surfaced.
And nobody is listening to what I have to say.
And I’m all alone.
For my friends are not here with me.
I must fight this battle alone.
Unfortunately, I lost the first battle.
It could be my last if I do not stand up for myself once more.
But I don’t have any plans. Strategies. Tactics.
I have no influential figures whom I can rely on.
Help me. I’m stuck. Here.
And I don’t know where to go.
To flee, or to go on a battle once more?”
I wrote this when I was devastated with something recently.